I thought about just dropping this whole blog thing, just kinda leave it alone and make it a lost art that probably will be only found by the true introverts of this generation...but then it just crawls back in my mind, "Nahhh, I mean you can write about ANYTHING. It doesn't have to make sense, it doesn't have to have a point. Just write. Do it because you want to, but be consistent.
Not everything is "great" in our lives, definitely not at the same time, but lately I think I've been in a good place. Well more good than bad at least. I'm THANKFUL definitely though. A $2 raise took place for me at my job and I couldn't be anymore thankful to the Lord for doing that for me. My grades are looking good. The only problem really is my mom and step-father wanting my older brother Alex and I out of the house, but I'm saving that for another post.
Other than that, do you ever get afraid when a bunch of great things start happening to you around the same time frame though? It's weird, like you're glad it's happening and that things are going your way, but you tell yourself. "I dunnoooo this might be a little too good to be true, something bad is going to happen that will even this out, just wait for it."
But no no, don't think like that. Try not to, that's depressing shit.
Consistency. Let's talk about that. It's crazy how much more efficient and productive you are with yourself when you do things for YOU. When you're not focused on what the competition or everyone else is doing.
Consistency, in my opinion, is all about wanting to see a change in something. When you change your normal routine and start into something different, you're experimenting to see what the outcome will be.
I've completely changed my diet. Remember that caramel frappe crave I was on? The whole 4 frappes a week thing? Now I drink a gallon of water day, literally. I mean I don't carry it around with me at college like a tough guy, but I'm able to get a whole gallon down at the end of the day("night"). Being a night shift worker helps with that.
Why do I do that? I dunno, just wanna see what will happen. I noticed I'm more energetic and it's easier for me to wake up, my face has been slowly clearing of small acne and scars because of it to.
Working out. I do it 5 times a week now, I've always been pretty physically fit, but the purpose isn't for looks or anything, just to get myself out of bad habits. Rejecting the alcohol, junk food, and pure laziness. I just feel so much more CLEAN. It's all about how you feel.
I'm so much more calm. I'm more chill now. Bad things happen here and there, I still get upset, like I don't break down or freak out. I mean why show emotion? Shrug it off yo. I'm a nicer person. Just like that. This is weird, abnormal, but I like it. Let's try to keep it up.
I swear, when you try new ideas and you're consistent with them you just feel like a newborn baby. A different soul perhaps. You feel HAPPIER.
But you go through a change, I mean I guess it just depends on what you're changing in your life. More towards the body fitness, religious, or mind psychological aspects.
I feel like I've changed. This whole "awkward life" "relatable BLOG" thing is kinda outgrowing on me. I hate the word "blog" it's so cliche and sounds so "all about me" and has just a touch of arrogance to it in my opinion, even though 90% of the time it's not intended that way. No one really cares about what you think when you're being negative all the time.
But it's whatever, I just gotta tone down the whole narcissistic feel this website has ya know? No big deal.
But the consistency process. I feel like it all begins on knowing what you want to achieve and realizing the sacrifices you have to make and what it will do to your future. Ya know, pretty simple. Just think it all out. Just think. It's thinking and doing. And doing it again. And again. And again. Be persistent, and consistent. Progress and tell yourself I NEED THIS DONE.
Ok new goal, new blog posts every week. I'm making it happen, I don't even know who in their right mind still follows this, but it doesn't matter.
I like writing, being consistent even in the silliest things...you wouldn't believe how much of a big deal it actually can be in your life.
Consistency and goals is all about you, not about anyone else or their thoughts about you.
When you focus on your goals and block out the fluff and factors that could be POSSIBLY triggered, you progress so much further and the feeling of unstoppable power is now in you.
Get it done, you'll most probably be a happier person.
Boring post. I gotcha next time.
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Cheyenne Fuller
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